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Feb. 9th, 2007 @ 09:40 am Movie quotes

Can you guess where this is from?

Feb. 9, 2007

- You're excited?!? Feel these nipples!

Feb. 8, 2007

- Sheriff Bart: You'd do it for Randolph Scott!

- Townspeople(hushed reverencial tones) Randolph Scott? (stands paying homage) Randolph Scott! (Celestial music plays in background)

Blazzing Saddles

Feb. 7, 2007

- Charlie: You shifty nigga! They says you was hung?!

- Bart: And they was right!

Blazing Saddles

Feb. 6, 2007

- Flakfizer:And that spells cash with a capital...

- Jacques: K!

- Flakfizer: You should go back to school.

- Jacques: I HATED teaching!

Brain Donors

Feb. 5,2007

It's good to be the king!

The History of the World, Part I

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Jan. 18th, 2007 @ 03:29 pm It's been a long, long time

Well, it's been forever since I posted on here and felt it was time to updated about my life on here.
Well, let's see, where to begin. So many things have changed and happened...
This past year, 2006, was a complete roller coaster. The year started off like it's always been but little by little life has brought me tons of changes and surprises...
In May I had a party at my place right before leaving to Spain for the entire summer. Lefty, Luis, Nancy, Amanda, Jordan, Tracey, Sarah, Kevin and their Amanda came. I made coconut shrimp, ordered some pizza and bought some meat with potatoes and we had alcohol, lots and lots of alcohol... It was the early celebration of both Nancy and my turning 21, a goodbye for the summer and end of semester party. We had a great time, we ended at like 7am. Kevin went straight to work after that haha, Nancy was the only one who left early as all hell. We had a great time though, played a few games, listened to music, BSed. Needless to say that they are all asking when we are going to repeat haha.
Well, then I left to Spain and I left with my Dylan situation the same as always. We were on breaking terms, each one doing our own thing and 3 weeks before I was leaving he came around and was asking for a chance to try things again when I returned and what not. I was honestly planning on leaving with the full intention of getting over him and moving on with my life. I figuered it was the best time, I would be gone for 3 1/2 months...
The night before I left to Spain we received a call stating that la señora Rosa, my uncle Pepe's mom, had passed away. So Concha ended up going with me. We went to Madrid and uncle drove us to Galicia for the wake and funeral...

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Oct. 10th, 2005 @ 05:24 pm One Day

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lonely
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: One Day- David Hodges

One Day

from: More Than This

If I could change the currents of our lives
To make the river flow where it's run dry
To be a prodigal of father time
Then I would see you tonight

If I could find the years that went away
Destroying all the cruelty of fate
I must believe that love will find a way
Tonight

Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love

If I could see beyond the here and now
If you could hear me calling you somehow
If I could know that love is reaching out
To find you with me tonight

Then hope could make these promises come true
Beyond what I could say, what love can do
With every moment leading me to you tonight

Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love

I will stay forever here until that one day comes
Praying time will bring you near, I'll wait for your love

If I could change the currents of our lives
To make the river flow where it's run dry
To be a prodigal of father time
Then I would see you tonight

Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love

Lonely finds me
One day you will come
But I'll wait for love's sake
One day to me, love
One day to me, love
One day to me, love

I will stay forever here. I'll wait for your love

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Oct. 8th, 2005 @ 09:29 am Pizzeria Unos with Jay

Deep inside: :

sleepy
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Love Song- 311

Good morning...so it's 9:30 on a Saturday morning and my ass is up... ::sigh::
I went out with Jason last night. It went well. He got here at almost 9:30 and we went to dinner at Pizzeria Uno's in Secaucus. He wanted to go somewhere afterwards but by the time we got served and finished it was 12:30 and we figuered there wasn't anything really open. But we had a fairly good time, I did most of the talking though which was a little uncomfy... but whatcha gonna do.. He brought me flowers and he paid for dinner... I drove... It rained which sucked... then we came home around 12:30ish and I parked in front of the Chinese store cause I just had to run up and get my book bags and jacket and by the time I came downstairs I had gotten a freaking parking ticket... it's only 35 bucks but grrr... And so, he wants to go out again next weekend, to the movies he said... I said maybe...then I directed him from 21 to the NJ Turnpike and I went off to 22 to my brother's house...
And so, I'm here all weekend. By the time I got home and went to bed it was 2:30...Ash woke me up at 8am scratching the bathroom door (that's where she sleeps) I had to wake up at 8 to take my pill anyway but I usually do that half asleep...but no, I got up, got dressed and took her out... It was raining so she wasn't too thrilled, she ended up doing her stuff in the backyard....and I fed her and let her out again and she did her thang...And I considered going back to bed but I feel bad for her to shove her back in the bathroom... And I considered laying down on the sofa and watching the nice big screen tv and falling asleep but as soon as she saw me lay down she jumped on me, yeah, that's going to leave bruises lol... She's very playful, she finally calmed down... I actually think I'm gonna take advantage and lay down now for a bit and later eat me some bfast... muahz!

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Sep. 27th, 2005 @ 09:26 pm Drugs are great for depression and illness lol

Deep inside: :

tired
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Because of You- Kelly Clarkson

So reading my last entry, yeah, the whole thing about not planning on talking to Dylan, yeah, that didn't work out lol... He came back, and this time I pushed away and well, he's gone. It's been a tough weekend for me, really tough but I guess everything happens for a reason... This time he's avoiding and ignoring me and has chosen to start dating other people so I highly don't think he'll be back as you are all thinking. It hurt, it hurt like a bitch to lose him but I'm feeling better now. I spent a weekend alone crying and crying and just letting it all out... on top of the crying and depression, I was sick, apparently it wasn't allergies, I got a cold... On the good side, having a depression and cold at the same time has allowed me to lose 8 lbs in about 3 days or so...
So how am I doing? For any of you who care, I'm doing...alright, as good as I can be I guess. I try not to think about what happened. I randomly do shed a few tears here and there but overall I think I'm doing alright. I keep my mind occupied with work, school and such... I try to avoid relating things to him which is really hard, Lord is it hard... Monday I went to work, I wasn't going to go because I felt like shit but I decided I couldn't stay home alone another day cause I would continue to drive myself crazy. Work went well, I had to tell Patty what happened and she took it well, she's happy that it's over but, like most of you, thinks he'll be back, maybe not anytime soon but she said that once he decides that he wants a real relationship, I'll come back to his mind... She really hates him now, as if she didn't already before, she doesn't think that things should've ended the way they did and that he had no right to be the one to have the last say, not after all I fought for him and all I suffered... She wanted to email him or write him a letter but since I said there was no way in hell I was giving her his info she wanted me to write him a letter...and she let it go but then after 2 hours or more she asked if I had decided what I was gonna do and I said nothing, and in tears exclaimed it was done and I was just tired, I was going to do nothing... And she finally decided it was time to never mention him or his name ever again... And so, that's how the day went... I got in my car and Kelly Clarkson's song "Because of You" came on...and I cried a bit... But I got home, and then I went to the travel agency to check my tickets for Xmas...and came home...I took me some Benedryl and Walgreens wanna-be Dayquil lol and that made me feel allll better. I wrote my proposal for my Philosophy class which took me all freaking evening to write but I wrote like sentence by sentence and took breaks in between haha... then I went to watch the Season Finale of Beautiful People...then I finished my paper, read my Psychology articles and finally went to bed... I was in such a good, peaceful, calm mood... I think it's really cause I was drugged lol...drugs ARE good! Sorry, that's the D in me still talking haha... Anywho, I had class today, an exhausting day indeed. I woke up fine, a lil iffy but okay... I got to school, parked and went to my class, with the intention of reading a few of the pages from the book we're supposed to read... yeah, that didn't happen... I started feeling like shit on the walk from my car to the class, I felt like I was 2 seconds away from either passing out or puking... but neither happened... I bought some water and used the book as a fan...then laid my head down and just relaxed and breathed...Finally Sarah and Jill arrived... and then class started. We were broken down into groups to talk about our reading, and guess in whos group the professor decided to sit in on? Yep, ours... I ended up having an argument/discussion with him and I have nooooo idea what the hell we were discussing about... Like, I said one thing and then he said another thing and for some reason he made it seem like what I was saying was contradicting what he was trying to say or something...Idk, but at least I entertained my group, I believe I talked enough for the rest of the semester lol, and I woke up as well as feeling better... Then I had historical foundations, I almost fell asleep... Then I had break with Lorena, which honestly sorta makes me sad because she's going through a lot of things with Joao that I went through with Dylan and she reminds me of him... but yeah, then we had a Holocaust History and Film which was mainly a movie... Then a lil break again...then I had my initial field class which wasn't bad...and finally my sexual psychology class... We saw titties today lol... My professor is a cutie... and we had a whole bunch of laughs until he started getting into some stuff that just made me think of Dylan and blah... so now I'm home, I feel like doing absolutely nothing... so I'm not lol... I shall go take my medication again and go to lala land... and shall worry tomorrow after work about all the crap I still have to do for my classes such as reading 160 pages of 2 Holocaust books...working on my presentation for Friday... and then figuring out what schools to pick for my observations that I have to choose on Thursday... fun fun fun...Good night now!

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Aug. 12th, 2005 @ 11:39 pm Happy 20th Birthday to me...week, lol!

Deep inside: :

cheerful
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Must Be Nice- Lyfe

But let's not stray from what I came to say
To my beloved, think we need some time away
They say if you love it, you should let it out its cage
And fuck it, if it comes back you know it's there to stay
It's tugging, at my heart, but this time apart is needed...
I'm done for now, so one for now
Possibly forever, we had fun together
But like all good things, we must come to an end
Please show the same love to my friends
Dear summer...

Well, I'm officially 20 years old My birthday was great. For birthday week pictures:

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/baby_diablilla/album?.dir=69cf&.src=ph

I woke up and my brother called me...then my other bro wished me a happy bday and then my cousins called me then my rents and then my aunt and uncle and grandma and my bro's girl... I spent 5 hours in the beauty salon getting my red high lights redone...and then I met up with Nancy, Lefty, his cousin, Luis and Felicia and we went to Medieval Times. That was quite fun... The Blue Knight who was our ally was real hot... We were the Yellow and Red Knight's team... Unfortunately our Knight didn't win but our Green ally did so we were good... We had fun... Nancy and I spent most of the night talking about a threesome with the Blue Knight and then Red & Yellow Knight lol... Then we dropped Nancy off at home and went to meet up with Ralph at Happy Hour... Turns out that he was there with Sammy. I hadn't seen Sammy in YEARS! We had such a good time talking about old memories... The good ol' grammer school days... I drank, lol... Then Sammy left for a while and we ended up going to Ralph's house to play some pool... And then Luis and Felicia left... Lefty had to take them to Luis' car so he dropped off his cousin home... So Ralph and I were left alone and we had a sad moment because of a song... but then Sammy showed up and then Lefty came back... And then we ended up going into his apartment cause they got the munchies lol... That was funny... They made Clam Chowder and Cup O'Noodle soup... Then they went for a smoke outside and Lefty and Ralph torched a cockroach lol...We went home at like 2... The day after my bday was good too... I woke up at 1 in the afternoon and went to Nancy's house... Lefty came around 3 and we watched The Final Cut...and then we went to the pool... and then I came home and my bro picked me up and we went to my other bro's house. He bought a weimaraner! She's sooooooooooo cute...Her name is Ash...

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/baby_diablilla/detail?.dir=69cf&.dnm=3a40.jpg&.src=ph

And they surprised me with a birthday cake and they sang me Happy Birthday... I was happy... And then today, today I had to go back to work but it was all good... The phone line was all fucked up so it was pretty quite most of the day... Patty had me busy... and then, I made the mistake about telling Patty about a conversation I had with Ralph lol... I owed Ralph chicken marsala... so the night of my bday he told me he wanted a 5 course meal lol...so Patty made me make him a 5 course meal... He came over tonight... and I made Soup, Salad, Ministroni soup, Chicken Marsala and Chocolate covered strawberries. He liked everything... He was here for almost 2 hours and we talked... It was nice. He's gorgeous man... and he was wearing a nice black LaCoste shirt so his green eyes stood out soooooo much... Now he owes me a dinner he said Hehe...

Dylan, well, I don't even know if I should go there... I haven't heard from him in a week and 3 days now... he didn't even bother to wish me a Happy Birthday so you know what... I'm moving on...and this time it's actually happening... I like Ralph...even if we just end up being a hook up... I've moved on and I've actually set my eyes on someone new... I'm proud of myself, very proud. Don't get me wrong, I love Dylan, with all I've got... but everything has a limit... Everything happens for a reason... But I'm doing good, very good... I'm happy and enjoying life... and hopefully this will continue...

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Jun. 29th, 2005 @ 09:52 pm (no subject)

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Jun. 13th, 2005 @ 03:27 pm Work work work...

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excited
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Bon Jovi- You gave love a bad name

I is at work...it's 3:30...I only have half and hour to go, yay! Patty didn't come in today...she ended up getting food poisoning at the baptism last night...Soooo, I have been at her desk all day taking phone calls and...doing nothing haha... My bosses were in the shop all day with customers and the phone barely rang... I got to talk to Phil though, he's a funny customer...he started flirting with me. He's supposingly coming on Thursday and got excited that there was finally another girl at Catbridge, lol but I busted his bubble when I told him I don't work Thursdays hehe... But yeah, all in all it's been a good day... and now, I get to go homes and see Dylan all sexy cause he's coming straight from work, yay...We're going to National Wholesale so I can finally return the stupid toaster oven thingy and then going to Pathmark... and then back home... =D

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Jun. 10th, 2005 @ 10:25 pm (no subject)

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	We fit together.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	I promise I will try to keep you safe.
Your kisses say	I almost can't believe you love me.
Your body says	I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says	Ich liebe dich.

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How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	With me, you'll never be lost.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	Nothing I desire compares with you.
Your kisses say	I am addicted to you.
Your body says	I want to wake up beside you.
Your heart says	Je t'aime.

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Jun. 10th, 2005 @ 10:19 pm (no subject)

Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	mysterious
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	sparkle like the stars
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	everlasting

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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	breath taking
Your hugs are...	warm
Your eyes...	light up a day
Your touch is...	awakening my heart
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	everlasting

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Jun. 7th, 2005 @ 05:06 pm (no subject)

entrancing

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
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Jun. 5th, 2005 @ 11:32 pm Weekend down the shore...

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satisfied

Great weekend...I had so much fun...

Pics:

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/baby_diablilla/album?.dir=6abc&.src=ph&store=&prodid=&.done=http%3a//pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/baby_diablilla/my_photos

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May. 29th, 2005 @ 11:29 pm Happy Memorial Day Weekend

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cheerful
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Epiphany-Staind

Hey hey,

well, today was quite fun... I went with Patty and her family to Watchung Park Reservation to have a BBQ... It's really nice up there... They even have horse-back riding I believe, and a lake that you really shouldn't swim in lol.. but it's cool..It's got tables, clean restrooms, parking and BBQ Grills to use... I told Nancy that we can all go one day when we have off, just to chill... Take some sammiches if we don't feel like BBQing... and just spend the afternoon up there... The guys can play soccer or football or whatever... it should be fun... so yeah, we spent all day there. Patty's nephew is soooooooo cute... he's so polite and smart... He learns everyone's name in 2 seconds...I'm Wupe lol... he's so cute... He was with me the whole time almost... He wouldn't eat his hot dog unless I ate one too... he's adorable... My brother showed up to eat too... And there was a wedding at the park. It was cute, they had the carps and set up tables, they brought flower arrangements, had a catering service come... we got to see the bride and groom arrive shortly before we were leaving... We all thought it was a cute, cheaper idea... the park was beautiful as well so it's awesome... They had a lil orquesta come play music, it was nice indeed... So yeah, my day went well... here are some pics of Devon...

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May. 28th, 2005 @ 12:02 pm Boredom...

Deep inside: :

discontent
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Change- Staind

QUIZ TIME...IM BORED

1. What time do you get up? Mondays, Wednesdays and Friday at 6am... every other day, whenever I want =)

2. If you could eat lunch with one famous person who is living, who would they be?
Hmmm... so many to choose from, either Mark Wahlberg, Angelina Jolie or Nick Carter hehe...

3. Gold or silver? Silver

4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? A lot like love

5. What is your favorite TV Show? Any of the CSI shows and The OC

6. What do you have for breakfast? Hazelnut coffee

7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? That's a no brainer... Ana... if you know me well that name should ring a bell... lol

8. What is your middle name? Guadalupe

9. Beach, City or Country? I have all 3 in Spain =P, you gotta love Chapela hehe... but I think I'm more of a country girl...

10. Favorite ice cream? Rum and raisin/ cookies n cream.

11. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? Butter

12. Favorite color? Blue

13. What kind of car do you drive? 2000 Nissan Altima

14. Favorite sandwich? Ham, chorizo and munster (however u spell it! lol) cheese on a chop roll with mayo...

15. What characteristic do you despise? Cronic lying and ming-game playing...

16. Favorite flower? Blue roses

17. If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would you go? Sooo totally Italy... ::sigh:: one day, one day

18.What color is your bathroom? 2 shades of Blue

19. Favorite brand of clothing? Mandees

20. Where would you like to retire to? Some calm lil country town... no specifics just yet...

21. What is your favorite day of the week? Saturday
22. What did you do for your last birthday? I was in Spain, had the entire family come over for lunch and then went to dinner with my cousins Connie, Montse, Pili and her husband, Sonia, Elena and my ex boyfriend Alex...then we went out for a few drinks...

23. Where were you born? Mexico, DF.

24. Favorite sport to watch? Soccer

25. Coke or Pepsi? Coke

26. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night owl

27. What is your shoe size? 8 1/2-9

28. Favorite quote or philosophy in life?
Fuck the world, don't ask me for shit unless you're planning on giving some back...

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May. 27th, 2005 @ 07:12 pm (no subject)

What Icons are for you? by ladyallie
Username
Favourite Colour
Sex
Your Love icon is...
Your Sad Icon is...
Your Happy Icon is...
Your Angry Icon is...
Your Food Icon is...
Your Animal Icon is...
Your Random Icon is...
Your Cartoon Icon is...
Your Sexy Icon is...

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May. 26th, 2005 @ 06:08 pm (no subject)

Deep inside: :

productive
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Foolish- Ashanti

I'm very proud of myself, I spent hours last night making the Jack Daniel's Grill Glaze like the one from TGI Friday's... I made me some homemade mashed potatoes and ribs with the sauce...IT CAME OUT AWESOME. I'm very proud of myself hehe... I'm also trying to make the bread from Outback but my dough doesn't seem to want to rise at all =/ we'll see how that comes out... but, I am very happy about my sauce, yay! So yeah, there's nothing much new with my life... how sad... lol... I've definately decided to go to Point Pleasant, that should be fun...Lorena's coming too...she so funny... We went to Houlihan's on Tuesday. That was funny, we ate so much lol... She's awesome... She's not very normal lol, that must be why she's my friend, but she's awesome... I like hanging out with her... we're both basically on the same level in our lives so it's pretty cool cause we generally understand each other... Dylan, we haven't talked or anything since Sunday... I texted him Monday night, kinda late actually, saying that I hope he had a good first day at work... Keith asked me out, we're trying to make plans for the week after Point Pleasant... Jon and I keep talking... I doubt that will actually amount to anything but he's a good pastime... He told me I should've gone to Ocean City instead of Point Pleasant... I told him that I wasn't the one who chose the place... He's funny... Eddie called me the other night, he didn't ask to go for coffee lol... haha Nancy! =P I actually picked up the phone on him this time lol... We just talked for 15 minutes, he just wanted to see how I was doing...
So it's Memorial Day weekend next weekend, Lorena, that bitch lol, went to North Carolina... she sucks... For some reason I highly doubt I'm going to St. Maarten ::sigh:: but regardless I'm making plans... maybe even tell Jon to come up here or go down there or something...idk... we'll see... Then it's Point Pleasant, yay! Then it's chop feast, wooooohoooo! Lorena and I are sooooooooo getting trashed lol, I told Doug he should come with his girl and his crew, that would be awesome... but yeah, I'm definately getting drunk... It's time to create new memories of Chop Feast... I talked to Alyson too, she's coming to chop feast and sleeping over as well, that should be awesome... boy o boy, summer hasn't even started... how sweet is that?!?!?

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May. 23rd, 2005 @ 08:49 pm Venting time....

Deep inside: :

frustrated
lalala, the voices in my head are saying:: Just Go- Staind

And I'm sure there will be many pissed at me after this but, ya know what?, I don't give a damn...

1. If you make plans with someone and decide to invite more people along, inform the person you made plans with in the first place that more people are coming before you get together.

2. Unless you actually live with me, don't walk into my house and just open my fridge or use my belongs with out being offered to or asking.

3. My bed is exactly that, MY bed, the only person that should be getting love dovey or making out on my bed is, yes, ME!

4. Unless you're my someone special, I'm going to treat you like I treat anyone else. I'm not even nice to my friends, why would you expect me to be nice to you?

5. Just say "no".

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